Standing fidgeting in the parking lot of a rundown strip mall, Alexa Curtin's eyes glaze over as she recounts in a flat voice the horrors of her world.
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The 33-year-old has been using heroin and fentanyl for the last six years, she tells the camera. She lives on the streets. She is missing teeth and two fingers - she says they were severed in a car crash.
The Californian city of Lancaster, where she now roams, is violent and threatening - she describes being handcuffed to a bed and raped for over two hours.
'A lot of bad things have happened to me,' she said, speaking on January 30 to YouTube channel, LA To You.
Fifteen years ago, it all looked so very different.
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From 2008-2010 Curtin's mother, Lynne, was a star of Bravo’s Real Housewives of Orange County, a reality TV show chronicling the lavish lives of the rich and the would-be famous.
Lynne and her husband Frank lived in a series of multimillion dollar homes and the image-obsessed matriarch's tagline in the opening credits of the fourth and fifth seasons ran: 'It's not how much money you have, it’s how good you look spending it.'
Well, Alexa Curtin does not look good, and she has no money to spend. Nor does she have a social security card, state ID or a cell phone. One day she hopes to make it back to Orange County, she says. But, right now, that looks and feels very far away.
Thirty-three-year-old Alexa Curtin has been using heroin and fentanyl for the last six years she told YouTube channel LA To You. She lives on the streets
Fifteen years ago, it all looked so very different. From 2008-2010 Curtin's mother, Lynne, (pictured with Alexa in 2011) was a star of Bravo’s Real Housewives of Orange County
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Lynne (seated second from the right) was a cast member on seasons four and five of the Real Housewives of Orange County. Her show tagline was: 'It's not how much money you have, it’s how good you look spending it'
Some stars have endured tough times then gone on to reach the highest heights. A 21-year-old Halle Berry lived in a New York City homeless shelter, while Sylvester Stallone in the early 1970s slept rough across Manhattan.
Natasha Lyonne, fresh from her success in American Pie, spent her twenties homeless before clawing her way back to the mainstream with Orange Is The New Black.
But Alexa's experience with celebrity - of having the world at her feet, only for it to come crashing down - is far more common.
According to Dr Lauren Kerwin, a Harvard-trained psychologist based in California: 'In Hollywood, the brand often swallows the human.
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‘When someone's career stalls, or when their family member's career changes, they aren't just losing a paycheck - they're losing their entire identity and world.
‘So, for those who are raised in the industry, or are offspring of people in the industry, the pressure to replicate a family member's success can create this "perfection or nothing" mindset.
'And when one fails, they can fall further and faster [than someone who has not experienced fame] because they haven't developed a resilient sense of self outside of the spotlight.'
Tylor Chase, who the Daily Mail tracked down shortly before Christmas last year, is a case in point.
Chase, now 36, was the cherub-faced Martin Qwerly in the Nickelodeon series Ned's Declassified School Survival Guide.
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'You heard about Ned's Declassified School Survival Guide?' he asked the Daily Mail, when found ambling around the streets of Riverside, California - picking up cigarette butts and discarded Christmas cards.
'We started in 2004 and went to the third season in 2007. After that we had a wrap party, the festivities, like a happy holiday,' he said.
Chase insisted he was not homeless and said he was supported by his mother.
The Daily Mail tracked down former Nickleodeon star, Tylor Chase, shortly before Christmas last year
Chase, now 36, was the cherub-faced Martin Qwerly in the Nickelodeon series Ned's Declassified School Survival Guide
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'It's not really like that, I have friends and family,' he said. 'I stay around here locally. My mom is here. I have a lot of good people helping me.
'It's not too shabby. A lot of people help out. It goes a long way. I have family and friends, and the housing shelter assistance program. There's graceful charity from the grace of God's family people. That's a pretty chill aspect of it all. It's a true privilege, obviously.'
Yet he declined the Daily Mail's offer of food and instead requested marijuana: 'I could use maybe a joint or a bong. Do you guys smoke weed?'
He told the Daily Mail that he 'likes to vape' and takes 'Prozac, Adderall, Sudafed, Wellbutrin or also Zoloft,' all of which he said he received from a psychiatrist – though he denied being diagnosed with any mental health conditions.
Equally tragic is the fate of former fitness model Loni Willison, who was previously married to actor Jeremy Jackson - Baywatch's Hobie Buchannon, son of David Hasselhoff's Mitch Buchannon. She was seen by a Daily Mail photographer in 2023 living on the streets of Santa Monica.
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In a bitter twist of fate, she was rummaging through the trash cans not far from where the classic television show was filmed.
Now aged 42, her weathered, gurning face has gone viral online, along with brutal AI videos showing her going back in time to the days when she graced the cover of an Australian health and beauty magazine, Glam Fit, in 2012.
She divorced Jackson in 2014 and spiralled in the wake of their separation.
She has been homeless since 2016, addicted to crystal meth and battling mental health problems.
'I'd split from Jeremy at that time,' she told the Daily Mail. 'I have not had any contact with him. All the s**t that's happened to me has been so f*****g crazy.'
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Her current whereabouts are unknown.
Former fitness model Loni Willison, who was previously married to actor Jeremy Jackson - Baywatch's Hobie Buchannon, son of David Hasselhoff's Mitch Buchannon - was seen by a Daily Mail photographer in 2023 living on the streets of Santa Monica
She graced the cover of an Australian health and beauty magazine, Glam Fit, in 2012
Psychologist Kerwin told the Daily Mail that there was 'a unique brand of celebrity shame that really prevents people from seeking normal help.'
She added: 'If you're once a model or a child star, the idea of working a minimum wage job or staying in a shelter feels like public humiliation. This ego death often leads to a total retreat from society, which probably is where the homelessness and the substance abuse can find a foothold.'
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Amber McKinney-Morgan, a California-based clinical social worker who specializes in eating disorders, substance use and sex addiction, agreed that those who previously enjoyed a glittering existence can be crushed by guilt at losing it all.
'With families living in spotlight, there's this mounting social pressure to perform and to maintain a persona,' she said. 'But ultimately, we're all human. And when these human moments happen, there is mounting shame that then only drives that spiral: the shame and then the escape, which is the addiction.'
Madonna's brother Anthony, who died in February 2023 aged 66, was homeless and an alcoholic for many years.
In 2011, he told the Daily Mail he felt rejected by his siblings.
'I'm a zero in their eyes - a non-person. I'm an embarrassment,' he said. 'If I froze to death, my family probably wouldn't know or care about it for six months.'
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He went into rehab in 2017 and reconnected with his family before his death.
Jess Brolin, brother of Oscar-nominated Josh and son of Barbra Streisand's husband James, has also found himself living on the streets.
In November 2025, the Daily Mail found a forlorn-looking Jess, weighing over 300lbs and with painful looking sores on his legs, passing time at a bus stop. Jess is believed to now be living in a motel; his trust fund having run out several years ago.
More than a decade earlier, in 2014, Josh Brolin had denied that his brother was in any difficulty.
'Jess is gainfully employed and supports himself,' he said in a statement. 'If Jess were ever in need of support or any assistance, there would never be a question his family and friends would be there for him.'
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In November 2025, the Daily Mail found a forlorn-looking Jess Brolin, weighing over 300lbs and with painful looking sores on his legs, passing time at a bus stop
Jess was with his father, James Brolin, stepmother, Barbara Streisand, and older brother Josh in 1998 when James received a star on the Hollywood Walk of Fame
Dr Anna Yusim, a New York-based psychiatrist and executive coach, stressed that addiction does not just affect the wealthy and is 'ruthlessly democratic.'
She told the Daily Mail: 'It exploits whatever vulnerability it finds - whether that's childhood trauma, genetic predisposition, untreated mental illness, or existential emptiness.
'Sometimes the "weight of expectations" is crushing; other times, it's the weight of feeling purposeless, unseen, or fundamentally unlovable that drives someone to the temporary refuge substances provide.'
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And there is no denying that when the famous, or those raised in the orbit of fame's spotlight, fall, the landing is particularly bruising.
Chase’s mother, like Curtin's, has told people not to give him money, believing he is unable to handle it.
But while Chase and Willison seem to show little signs of picking up their previous lives, when she spoke recently Curtin admitted that she longed for an alternative to her hellish existence.
'To anyone suffering from substance abuse, maybe get help, get treatment,' she said. 'Because it's not a very good life.'
Sounding for a moment like a dreamer yet to make it, instead of a young woman who has had - and lost - it all, she said: 'There's got to be something bigger than this.'
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