Lorna Luxe Navigates Life After Husbands Death

Lorna Luxe has said she's had to 'learn how to pay bills' while adjusting to life following the tragic death of husband John.

The influencer, 43, who lost her husband to stage four adrenal  aged 64 in February, took to Instagram with a post on Sunday after recently moving into her stunning new rental home . 

Lorna previously lived in the famous £2.5million Ghost House with John, but they  

In the candid clip she opened up about having to find a new routine as a widow after years of her beloved John 'doing everything'. 

She said: 'It's been two years since John died and in that time, I've had to move house, work out how to pay bills, teach myself to cook because he did everything'.

Lorna then spoke about loneliness and said she missed how John would sit beside her as she applied her make-up.

Lorna later joked about the price of a window cleaner to her rental home, which has all glass walls, sparkling. 

Before heartbreakingly admitted: 'I wish John was here to negotiate a good price, actually I wish he was here full stop'. 

Lorna has been taking her 1.8million followers on a tour of her new £2 million rental, which is just down the road from where she and John lived, showing off the incredible kitchen and glass hallways which . 

She wrote: 'John would be so proud of me for sorting this house. It's been an absolute nightmare, but me and Kev Bear [their dog] are very happy here and it's nicer than the old rental we were in.'  

Adding: 'I've whacked all my stuff in storage so it's a bit disorientating for Kev-bear.

'We moved in with a suitcase of clothes, a corkscrew and a kettle... I hadn't anticipated having to move out of our last place so this has all been a bit stressful but you know what, John would be so proud that I pulled it off and found me and Bear an even better gaff to 'temporarily' call home'.

And the sweet link to John is that the house she is currently living in was designed by the same architects who designed Ghost House, BPN Architects - and it's similar in design. 

Ghost House is a veritable James Bond villain bunker entirely in 5,000 sq ft of exposed concrete, entered through a black reflecting pool. 

The entire first floor is the main bedroom: all concrete and an en suite that only Lorna used and there is also a cinema room.

And the new property is also designed to look 'invisible' - and it's a single storey home, arranged as a cluster of seven individual pods scattered across the site.

Each pod is joined together by a glazed corridor, creating a sequence of connected rooms. 

Lorna said that John gave her a list of rules to make sure she was safe after he died - including not wearing the 15ct engagement ring he bought her. 

She has it stored away in another property for safekeeping because he didn't want her to be a target. 

John and Lorna met when she was aged 25, during her eight-year stint as a flight attendant on Virgin Atlantic.

He gave up his career as a banker to build a brand with her, racking up £300k worth of debt when they started, but having such huge belief in her that he had no doubt she would become a success.

Lorna has also revealed she was .