Kelly Osbourne has penned an emotional poem about enduring 'cruel and relentless' grief after her father Ozzy's death - as her mum Sharon is reportedly downsizing from the £13million LA mansion she shared with the late singer.
The media personality's father Ozzy tragically died of heart failure at his Buckinghamshire home in July last year, aged 76.
Taking to Instagram on Sunday, Kelly, 41, wrote on her Story: 'Dear Grief, I hate you. I hate the way you slip into ordinary moments and ruin them. A song, a smell, a quiet room.
'Suddenly I can't breathe. You turn memories into knives. You make the world keep spinning while mine stands still.
'I hate how you remind me, over and over, that he is gone. Not coming back. Not calling. Not laughing. Not singing Just gone. And you make sure I never forget it.
'You sit on my chest at night. You wake me up with what-ifs. You replay the last words, the last look, until they blur and break me over and over again.
Kelly Osbourne has penned an emotional poem about enduring 'cruel and relentless' grief after her father Ozzy's death (seen together in 2020)
It comes as her mum Sharon is reportedly downsizing from the £13million LA mansion she shared with the late singer
'I hate that you exist because of my love for him existed. I hate that the price of loving him is carrying you. Grief is heavy. Grief is cruel. Grief is relentless. And l am so tired of the pain. - Me.'
In the midst of the family grief Sharon is reportedly downsizing from the huge £13million LA mansion she shared with Ozzy when they spent time in the US.
Her main residence is in the UK where she lives in the Buckinghamshire mansion.
But she is now reportedly wanting a smaller base in the US - perhaps just an apartment - so she can still see her grandchildren who live over there.
Sharon's three children, Aimee, Jack, and Kelly, all live in LA with her five grandchildren.
A source told The Sun: 'Sharon doesn't need such a big house in LA any more, and instead plans to buy a smaller flat nearby so she can be close to her grandchildren when she is in town seeing them.
'She is splitting her time between California and the UK but is constantly flying back and forth. She loves being close to her grandchildren, but England is her home.'
The publication also shared pictures of removal men carrying boxes from the residence.
A representative for Sharon has been contacted by The Daily Mai for comment.
Taking to Instagram on Sunday, Kelly, 41, wrote on her Story: 'Dear Grief, I hate you. I hate the way you slip into ordinary moments and ruin them. A song, a smell, a quiet room'
Sharon's three children, Aimee, Jack, and Kelly, all live in LA with her five grandchildren (seen in 2000)
It comes after Sharon marked her very first Valentine's Day without Ozzy as she shared a heartbreaking post.
The businesswoman, who had been married to the Black Sabbath legend since 1982, poignantly remembered her one and only soulmate, seven months after he passed away.
In the emotional Instagram tribute, Sharon posted a snap of their hands locked, captioning: 'Forever Valentine,' alongside the infinity sign emoji.
The family's appearance at the afterparty came after their emotional reaction to the Grammys' heartfelt tribute to the rocker legend.
His legacy was celebrated during the 'In Memoriam' segment, with a powerhouse performance of his Black Sabbath classic War Pigs by Post Malone, Slash, Duff McKagan, Chad Smith and Andrew Watt.
Standing in the audience, the Osbourne family couldn't hold back tears as the music swelled.
Kelly was visibly shaken, flanked by Sharon, who dabbed at her eyes, while Jack stared ahead, jaw tight as he tried to maintain his composure.
The trio's grief was unmistakable, their expressions reflecting the raw weight of the tribute - even as Kelly revealed she had been bracing for the moment while walking the red carpet.
'It means more than I can express into words,' she said during the official Grammy's red carpet live stream.
'To see his peers and this community cherish him in such a way, and in a way that he deserves. It'll be very emotional.'
Ahead of the ceremony, Kelly described the loss of her dad as the 'hardest thing' she'd ever been through and revealed the daily rituals she does to keep his memory alive.
Supported at the ceremony by fiancé Sid Wilson, with whom she shares three-year-old son Sidney, she told PEOPLE: 'I won't lie. I won't be one of those people that say I'm fine because I'm not. That's the hardest thing I've ever been through in my life.
It comes after Sharon marked her very first Valentine's Day without Ozzy as she shared a heartbreaking post
'But I have my man, and I have my gorgeous baby, and my mom and my brother and I so bonded. I didn't think we could ever get more bonded, but we did.
Before adding: 'People usually say, 'I'm great' [months after a death of a loved one, but] I'm not doing so great.'
Kelly explained how she always lights a candle and keeps a seat empty at her table in memory of Ozzy as well as wearing a special locket, describing him as 'one of the greatest men to ever live'.
She said: 'It's under my dress, you can't see it, but it has his picture in it, and my baby opens it every day and gives it a kiss and says hi to Papa. And every time I see the clock at 11:11, I know that's him talking to me.'
