Emily Ratajkowski Unleashes X-Rated Divorce Revelations

'The character I’d learned to embody after my divorce, in my period of compulsively dating, was a villain: Poison Ivy. Catwoman. Sexual but scary. And she drank gin martinis. Many, many gin martinis,' Ratajkowski wrote.

'She was not tragic. Nothing close to a victim. No one needed to feel sorry for her. In fact, they should all be jealous,' insisted the I Feel Pretty actress.

Ratajkowski recounted the raunchy story of a bar date with a man who had a 'nasally stoner voice' and wore 'bright hoodies' with 'obnoxious gold jewelry' that made him resemble a 'walking, talking Myspace page.'

When she went back to his apartment and 'found myself on my knees in front of him,' she felt 'especially satisfied by his expression when he looked down at me.'

The world-famous supermodel boasted: 'He couldn’t believe I was putting his d*** in my mouth. He told me I looked like Cleopatra when I gave head. I’d found everything I’d come there for - a praying mantis devouring her mate.'

Before that night, she had slept only with 'eight people,' all of whom she was 'pretty sure would fall in love with me, because I wanted to feel precious.'

Ratajkowski had harbored the perception that men 'didn’t fall in love with, want forever with, raise babies with, or take care of sluts.'

Although she had hoped her 'good girl' personality would protect her from being 'cheated on,' she felt a growing sense of 'naivete and inequality' over the fact the men she 'liked' had been more promiscuous than she had. 

Ratajkowski recalled 'the dissonance I experienced when they talked about a girl they’d f***ed “casually” and were now friends with. There are girls who are capable of that? I wondered. I couldn’t relate, but I wanted to.'

She wrote: 'I decided to f*** my way into a new kind of woman. I wanted to destroy the Madonna, the special girl I’d worked so hard to be before an eight-pound baby had torn my vagina in two, and replace her with the w****.'

Her first post-divorce date, she wrote, was with a sober DJ she declined to name who conveniently lived two blocks from what had once been her marital home.

According to Ratajkowski, the DJ opened the date by announcing that incest 'actually runs in my family' and proceeded to tell a story about his mother and sister walking in on him masturbating to porn he characterized as 'some sibling s***.'

'That was my introduction to the dating scene. I didn’t f*** him, okay?' Ratajkowski informed her readers, before acknowledging he was 'an anomaly.'

One of her dalliances was with an 'Elder Millennial' her friends described as 'ugly' who had a fondness for 'dirty talk' she found grating, but whom she stayed with for the ego boost of being with a man who wanted her more than vice versa. 

She discovered that 'many men are turned on by motherhood' because they 'experienced the loneliness that comes with years of selfishness' and were 'attracted' to 'self-sacrifice.' She allowed: 'Did they want me as their mommy? Maybe.'

Ratajkowski adopted a relaxed public attitude to her love life, including when she was .

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In a subsequent interview, Ratajkowski dismissed the kiss by saying she was 'not thinking about guys' but 'sometimes things just happen,' via the Los Angeles Times.

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Ratajkowski then had a fling with French actor Stéphane Bak, whose American work includes Wes Anderson's films The French Dispatch and Asteroid City. 

He and Ratajkowski set off a swirl of romance rumors in the fall of 2023 when they were spotted stealing a passionate kiss on the streets of Paris.

However an insider quickly informed the Daily Mail that the two of them were just indulging in 'a good time,' not pursuing a serious relationship.

Meanwhile, in March 2023, it emerged that McClard had faced 'grooming' allegations and been fired by the Safdie brothers' production company Elara Pictures.

McClard was at the time tangled up in mediation with the Safdies, alongside his divorce proceedings and custody battle with Ratajkowski. 

Ratajkowski remained tight-lipped in public about the circumstances leading up to her divorce, saying she was 'scared' of being more candid because 'I'm learning that outspoken women don’t often get their children,' via the Los Angeles Times.