Vogue Williams Reveals Reasons for Secret Pregnancy

'You could kind of start telling I was three months and I just didn't go for an early scan. I just never even thought about it because I kind of didn't want to make a fuss - stupid now!'

'I went to the 12 week scan on my own, I told quite a few people about it, like my parents, my brother, and my sister, and some people at work. And I just hadn't told the kids.'

Vogue shared that when she visited the hospital for the 12-week scan, she immediately noted the concern from her doctor.

She explained: 'And basically what had happened was, he had the pregnancy sack. I forget what the whole thing was called, but basically the embryo hadn't grown, my body still thought it was pregnant. 

'And usually you just naturally get a miscarriage, but I didn't. It just kept like it would have eventually happened, but it just didn't at the time. 

'I was three months along and [the doctor] was just like, ''I'm really sorry, it's just, it's not it's not really a pregnancy and you're going to have to get well, there's a couple of options.''

'So the very nice people at Chelsea and Westminster NHS, thank you so much. They were really amazing with it. 

'Obviously when I found out I was like ''I just don't want to have to feel pregnant anymore'' because it was awful feeling it and not being it, because I still had the symptoms.

'I was just like, I just want to start again and just not have to deal with it.

'We were really upset. I was really upset. Stupidly I felt embarrassed having to tell everybody, and it's not an embarrassing thing but that was just an emotion I had.

'I was really upset and then I felt like ''oh God I have to now tell everybody who I've told'' and I just feel stupid, like my body has kind of failed me kind of thing. 

'And then I went in to the doctor and they said, ''Well, we could give you tablets,'' but I was going to Spain at the end of the week and I was just like: ''I just don't want to have to change all that for the kids and for myself and I don't want to be stuck here on my own and I just want to be done.'

'So they offered me a DNC as well, which you go in, you have an operation. 

'It's really quick. I went in and I did that and it was really quick and then the whole thing was just like, I was so happy to be going away because at least then I didn't have to be, I was kind of able to just be on my own in my own thoughts and be able to think about it.'

Vogue then shared that her heartbreaking loss meant she had felt 'nervous' throughout her fourth pregnancy.

She continued: 'I wasn't sure if I was going to say it now, but I'm going to be just, I feel like this this pregnancy now I'm just always going to be, I'm always nervous, and sometimes I'm grateful that I feel so sick all the time because then I know it's there and it's what it should be.

'I just thought that I would tell that story and hopefully it helps other people who that happens to and there can be light at the end of the tunnel.'

'I wasn't sure if we wanted to try again, because I just felt like, I really don't want to have to go through that again.

'I'm glad we did obviously, but now I just have this constant nervousness around hoping that everything is going to be all right. 

'I think that I was like. I got looked after very well. I know it doesn't always happen with people, but I think that I was just I was in and out very quickly within two days and then I got to go away. 

'Because I got to go away, I got to just be with in my own thoughts. I wasn't at work all day, so it was quite good and now I'm very happy that we are pregnant again.

'But as I said, the nerves will kind of always be there. And I keep saying, and it's so annoying, but I just I don't know why. 

'I find I'm never sure if I should say this, because so many people go through really bad things like this and sometimes worse. 

'I have friends who have had very very late pregnancies go wrong like six months down the line. So it was three months and obviously it's still heartbreaking for anyone. But I just feel lucky that we're able to be here now and be pregnant again. 

'I'm starting to I feel like, when you get to that stage, 12 weeks - what's it called? The second trimester. How do I forget? I'm forgetting everything!

'I'm kind of getting to that stage of I've got my energy back. I'm starting to feel slightly better. So yeah, I just thought I would share that. I don't really know how to end this, but thank you for listening to the vlog.'

Later in the video, Vogue shared that she was heading to the hospital for an early scan after her previous miscarriage, and all had gone well.

The video also featured the sweet moment Vogue and Spencer told their three children they were going to have a new baby brother or sister.

The couple shared their pregnancy news with their social media followers on Thursday, alongside sweet snaps of them from their family trip to St Barts.

In a series of sweet beach snaps, Vogue showed off her growing bump in a black and white bikini and matching sarong, while Spencer gazed adoringly at her.

Beaming for the cameras on the white sandy beach with their three children, the couple wrote: 'BABY NUMBER 4 INCOMING… ❤️❤️.'