Jennifer Lopez Thanks Ben Affleck for ‘Scars on My Heart’ During Spain Performance

Jennifer Lopez shared some very private details about her love life when on stage in Spain on Tuesday.

The 55-year-old diva from the Bronx said that she was suffering from insomnia when she wrote her new song that appears to be about her ex-husband Ben Affleck.

Insomnia is a common sleep disorder characterized by persistent difficulty falling asleep, staying asleep, or both, and can significantly impact daily life.

‘This is a song that is a new song that I want to sing for the first time tonight that came to me when I was up all night one night,’ Jennifer told the crowd per footage shared to social media. ‘Shall we sing this one for the people?’

The crooner —who first sang the song at a private fan event July 2—said she’s ‘better’ now.

Jennifer Lopez shared some very private details about her love life when on stage in Spain on Tuesday

The 55-year-old diva from the Bronx said that she was suffering from insomnia when she wrote her new song that appears to be about her ex-husband Ben Affleck; seen in 2024

‘The love I want, the love I need, it starts in me,’ she sang.

Lopez then added, ‘Now I found my way here I’m gonna stay there. Thank you for the scars you left on my heart, was showing me that stars shine brighter in the dark. I won’t fall apart because of who we are, but your broken parts.’

And she said the heartbreak made her ‘wiser.’

‘Because of you, I am stronger, wiser,’ Lopez belted out. ‘Better than I’ve ever been.’

Then Jennifer made it very clear she would never reunite with Ben: ‘I won’t let you no longer, longer, ever say goodbye to me. It was perfect while you made me believe, really got only greater for me, and it made me stronger, stronger, bulletproof. Now watch me climb out of the wreckage of you.’

She then thanked the unnamed ex for ‘the pain that you caused.’

In May Lopez told El Pais that the Affleck split was a ‘difficult time’ but she would be stronger for it. ‘I’m proud of myself for that and I’m proud that I was able to navigate my children through difficult times, that they’re stronger and better because of it.’

The singer, 55, looked incredible in a silver sparkly bodysuit when at Parque de Tafisa in Pontevedra.

‘This is a song that is a new song that I want to sing for the first time tonight that came to me when I was up all night one night,’ Jennifer told the crowd per footage shared to social media. ‘Shall we sing this one for the people?’

The crooner —who first sang the song at a private fan event July 2—said she’s ‘better’ now 

Jennifer appeared in great spirits amid the sizzling show as she enjoyed her first tour in six years. 

On Thursday the perfume mogul was seen in a cheerful mood while wearing an orange-and-white bra top and matching skirt with high heels as she was on a tarmac and headed to an airplane.

Lopez flashed her abs as she held onto a red crocodile structured purse and sported brown tinted sunglasses. 

She was flying off to her next concert destination in Cadiz.

Jennifer and ben tied the knot in 2022 after rekindling their romance.

But in August 2024, Lopez filed for divorce on their second wedding anniversary. 

On Thursday the perfume mogul was seen in a cheerful mood while wearing a bra top and matching skirt with high heels as she headed to an airplane

 She was flying off to her next concert destination in Cadiz

Lopez flashed her abs as she held onto a red crocodile structured purse

A statement obtained by DailyMail.com at the time read: ‘Representatives for Live Nation announced today that the Jennifer Lopez US Summer 2024 Tour THIS IS ME…LIVE is canceled.

‘Jennifer is taking time off to be with her children, family and close friends,’ it was added.

Lopez herself also said she was ‘heartsick and devastated’ over the cancellation but added it was ‘absolutely necessary.’ 

An insider also told DailyMail.com, ‘She’s taking time off to be with family and close friends. This was a very difficult decision made by Jennifer this week and she’s sorry to her fans.’