Jake Hall's ex Missé Beqiri puts on a brave face to attend Wimbledon day two after saying she's 'haunted' by their split following his death

Jake Hall's ex Missé Beqiri put on a brave face as she made her first public outing since the death of the father of her daughter River at on Tuesday.

The model, 39, attended day two of the event at the All England Lawn Tennis and Croquet Club soon after saying she is 'haunted' by her split from Jake.

Missé recently opened up about their relationship following his death and questioned if Jake would still be alive if it wasn't for their 2021 split.

But following the reflective conversation with Paul C. Brunson, Missé put her best foot forward and joined her friends for a day at the tennis.

Mother of two Missé wore a stylish yellow tweed dress with button detailing, styled with flip flop heels, a black clutch bag and shades.

Missé arrived alongside and , as well as Lady Amelia's husband Greg Mallett.

The group posed for photographs together outside Centre Court, before heading in to watch a match. 

The  star shares eight-year-old daughter River with the  star, who died last month aged 35.

He sustained fatal injuries from smashing his head through a glass door at a villa in Santa Margalida, Mallorca. 

In a new interview on Paul C. Brunson's We Need To Talk podcast, Missé heartbreakingly questioned if Jake would still be alive if they didn't split.

Jake and Missé were previously engaged in May 2018, but later that year Jake was given a restraining order at Westminster Magistrates' Court .

There were no details given as to what sparked the order, but Jake's barrister told the court no physical violence had taken place while adding that Jake agreed that a 'cooling off period' may be a good idea to 'keep the peace'.

Despite the unrest in their relationship, the couple later went on to happily co-parent. 

Missé said: 'I never thought we're actually going to break up because we were very, very much in love and like, everyone around us knew, like it was some crazy love we had. And, you know, it was really high and really low. 

'We had a very, we had some really good moments, but we also had some very dark moments together. 

'And I think, just like, from my experience of life, growing up, childhood, everything coming into one, and he's experiencing his life and I think like, it was fire with fire, you know, and I think there was, you know, a lot of times that things were said and done that purposely wasn't meant to be said and done. 

'And, you know, we were both growing and dealing. We were dealing with our own things, too, at the same time. So for me, you know, he was a big love of my life. And, you know, he will forever be. And we share River together…'

She added: 'It is haunting me now. I'm going to be honest with you - that I'm like, "would this have ever happened if I didn't leave?" Like, could I have stopped this to happen?'

The Swedish model also revealed in the interview that she was unknowingly in Mallorca at the same time Jake was found dead.

She was booked for a modelling job in Ibiza but relocated to Mallorca after she lost her passport.

Missé explained: 'Jake's parents had River. And then I called them and it was still very early because I think my flight was like seven in the morning and they was going to drop her to school. 

'And I called them, I was like, "Can you have her?" And they were like, "You know what? We’ll just keep her. So don't stress. We have her for another two days".

'Anyway, so I had to fly - the police in Ibiza said, you have to fly to Mallorca to go to the Swedish embassy… Otherwise I couldn't fly into England. 

'And so I flew into Mallorca and then I woke up in the morning, I think it was like eight in the morning and I had, like, ten missed calls. And I was like, obviously it was the dad. So I'm thinking, something's happened to River. 

'So my heart dropped. I was like, "Why they called me this late? is everything okay?" And the dad [Jake’s father] was like… "It's not River, it's Jake".

'And the way he said Jake's name, I was like, he's in a hospital, he's in jail. Like the last thought for me was that he was gone… And he was like, "he's dead". I mean, I went into total panic mode. First thing I did was I blamed everything on myself. 

'I just went on - everything was - I thought of River, I was like, "No, no, she doesn't deserve this pain". Like River can’t deserve this pain. You know, she's gone through a lot in her life, and I'm not I'm not doing this to her. And I just wanted to protect her. 

She added: 'So the night he died, I was there, I was there… I was there, I didn't know, like I wish he called me or I wished he just gave me a call to be like, whatever.

'Like "I need you, like, come help me". I just wish he just called me. I just wish you did something. But he didn't know I was there either. He didn't know I was there.'

Misse heartbreakingly said last week that telling their daughter that he had died was the 'worst thing she's ever had to do'.

She added that receiving the call about his death was the 'worst phone call of her life'. 

Missé said: 'Even today, I keep thinking: "Is this really happening?" Getting that call from his family to let me know, I remember that I kept saying: "There's no way," and then everything went black. I can't remember any of it. 

She added to The Sun: 'That was the worst phone call I've ever had in my life. The shock was awful. The first person I thought about was River. How can I tell her that her dad is gone? I kept thinking: "I don't know if I am able to do this."

Missé said it was 'the worst thing she'd ever had to do' and that River was understandably 'upset' by the news.

She explained: 'We're trying to keep her in her routine, but when I took her back to school, she said: "Do people know I don't have a dad now?" It's so much for her little brain to process.'

River is now having therapy to process what has happened. 

It is especially heartbreaking for Missé who also lost her brother seven years ago.

Flamur Beqiri, who was known as Alex, died aged 36 on  Eve in 2019 when he was fatally shot by hired assassin Anis Hemissi in front of his wife Debora Krasniqi and one of their two children.

She told The Sun: 'How is this happening to me again?' as she explained how she was trying to process her grief.

Last week Missé

In her sweet tribute to her tragic loved-ones, she shared a snap of the duo together alongside an impassioned caption about her gratitude and their laughs. 

She wrote: 'Two men, dads, sons, brothers. Today it's Father's Day and I'm honouring these two fathers, my brother Alex and Jake...

'I love you both and I know you're watching over us and the babies. Our hearts are broken and at the same time I laugh because that's all you guys ever did...

'Life is very short, and sometimes we forget to look around us and say thank you, so Thank you. If it's one thing you can do today is that I've learned that my family; children, friends and kids are everything...

'I am beyond grateful for them, for this community and each one of you who has thought of our family in this difficult times. So much respect. So much love and gratitude. Til we meet again.'

As well as the image of Jake and Alex, she also shared a sweet video in which she performed a dance routine with River and Jake.  

Jake He was a regular on the reality TV series from series 14 to series 17.

Father's Day fell just over a week after Jake's 'unconventional' funeral. 

The unique event saw his family and friends gather at an immersive celebration of Jake's life and work, featuring a large-scale exhibition of his paintings, a tribute to his fashion career and performances from close friends and collaborators. 

Jake's family vowed to 'continue his mission' to display his passions for art and fashion, as they celebrated his life with the immersive exhibition.

Jake's family are launching The Choose Everything Foundation, in his memory, with all proceeds directed towards its formation and his daughter River.