Charlotte Crosby was overcome with emotion as she broke down in tears with her daughter Alba in a recent Instagram clip on Wednesday.
The mother of two, 35, shot to fame on Geordie Shore back in 2011 and was an original cast member until her departure from the show in 2016. She returned to the programme in 2022 to film The Reunion.
Leaving that era of messy nights and drunken arguments behind, Charlotte now shares daughters Alba, two, and Pixi, eight months, with her fiancé Jake Anker.
And in a heartfelt video with Alba, Charlotte confessed she worries about her children seeing her Geordie Shore past and just wants them to be proud of her.
Shedding a tear in the clip she asked her eldest: ‘And then do you think you and your sissy will be proud of me one day?’
As Alba sweetly replied: ‘Yes,’ Charlotte added: ‘That’s all I want in my whole entire life’.
Charlotte Crosby broke down in tears as she admitted she ‘worries’ about her daughters seeing her Geordie Shore past and wants then to be proud of her in an Instagram clip on Wednesday
The mother of two, 35, shot to fame on Geordie Shore back in 2011 and was an original cast member until her departure from the show in 2016 (pictured in 2011)
Explaining her emotions in the captions she told fans: ‘I was going through mountains and mountains of shoot clothing from our campaign shoot in London last week!
‘And I had the Camera set up trying to film a spend the day the me…….when alba came up to me and asked what I was doing, when I tried to explain then importance of mammy neatly packing everything back up so we can take it straight back to the warehouse for a super important job.
‘I couldn’t help keep getting really really emotional! see the truth is becoming a Mam changed me in so many ways, it gave me purpose, gave me a love I’ve never felt before in my life.
‘My girls they just mean everything to me I want to set a good example, I want them to see me work hard….i do worry a lot about the past and geordie shore I tend not to think about it.
‘I pour every ounce of my soul and heart into my brand pepper determined to create something successful that my girls can look and think “Wow my mam did that all on her own”
‘I would just love them to be so proud of me like I am them and as we now enter the countdown to our new collection I really am feeling the nerves, the emotions and everything in between! I could throw up!’
As she prepares for her brand Pepper Girls Club’s latest launch she added: ‘I appreciate you all so much and thankyou for still showing so much love a HUGE 15 years down the line I’m forever grateful for you all!!!!!’
Back in January Charlotte insisted she won’t return to Geordie Shore as she revealed: ‘It’s not my cup of tea no more. Not about that life.
Explaining her emotions in the caption she said: ‘My girls they just mean everything to me I want to set a good example, I want them to see me work hard….i do worry a lot about the past and geordie shore I tend not to think about it’
She wrote: ‘I couldn’t help keep getting really really emotional! see the truth is becoming a Mam changed me in so many ways, it gave me purpose, gave me a love I’ve never felt before in my life’
Charlotte now shares daughters Alba, two, and Pixi, eight months, with her fiancé Jake Anker
‘Like, I don’t want to go into a place where there’s drama, or there’s people slagging you off, I’m so like not in that phase of my life anymore.
‘I’m a grown up who would like to distance myself from people and energies that actually bring us down.
‘I’m not about to put myself in situations where I feel anything but amazing.
‘Or inspired… and that situation is very uninspiring.’
When asked if she could ever reconcile with mum-of-two Marnie, Charlotte said: ‘There’ll never be an olive branch, sadly after the last time around.
‘I feel like exactly what I just said. It’s an energy that obviously really didn’t like us.
‘Because there was a lot said, like what I saw when I watched the show.
‘So it’s just like, you know, you’re not going to make the effort with people who quite blatantly, don’t like you.’
